BONES & CUTS

I’m feeling so bad today.

In my biology class we learn how to calcule the BMI. So everyone was saying their weight,  and my friend said her weight is 110 lbs, so the girl next to me said ‘your weight is 130 lbs?’ because she didn’t understand well because of the noise, so the other girl laughed and said ‘No! 111 lbs! I would be a pig If i weight 130 lbs’ What they don’t know is that I weight 140 lbs. I felt so bad, I wanted to cry, of course I didn’t said my weight, and I’m so tired of being fat. I came home and was feeling bad, I’m starving so bad and my mum is making luch, I can’t not acept it, but when my mum will be out of house, I will go to threw everything. I’m so fucking fat, I’m a pig. I didn’t wanted to do this, cause I know it turn out to be some kind of obsesion, like cutting, but I’m so fat, I’m not accepting being like this anymore. And If I have to threw up to be skinny, I’ll do ANYTHING.

Anonymous asked: You are amazing and beautiful. Do not ever forget that.

hey thanks! but I’m not good enough

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